salut!

my last day at work here!
i can’t say i feel euphoric or that i feel upset. i feel completely detached and neutral.
in retrospect, this is exactly how i have felt about this job over what spans to almost a year. and this is really a first for me. i cannot remember ever being so detached with any work that i have done so far. i had to fill up a feedback form and there were two questions that got me stumped.
1. what is your most cherished moment here?
2. what is your least cherished moment here?

to my surprise, i found that i had no answers to these questions. i had nothing to cherish or not cherish. that is so abysmally dismal.
what has this place/job really done for me?
for starters, i met the most wonderful man here (who now occupies the position of ‘the husband’).
i learnt what it was that i certainly did not want to do.

i guess that’s not all that bad then.
but one thing is for sure; never again will i do something that does not give me the meaning that i seek.
never again a job that merely pays the bills and the rent.
no more tiny cubicles that fetter my spirit.
i am going to stick my neck out… and see what i see.